Looking for love in all the wrong places

So i have had alot of encounters with different some sexual some not but for some reason i can never find someone who can really appreciate me so i am going to make sure the next time i find someone i will definetly look for more than just sex in the relationship. And i know most of out there are probably thinking that in high school ur still in the shadows and shouldnt be worried about love just live your life to the fullest. Trust that is what i am going to do but i also want to have a special someone that i can come home to or share everything with, and i also know theres got to be one person out there thinking you are a guy why are you so stressed over relationships. Well lets just say i have 5 sisters and when you hear about love and relationships all day everyday 24/7 it sort of grows on you and especially when you have a dad as cool as mine who as been in a civil union with his partner for wat i believe is possibly over 10 years so i definetly want to explore into the world of relationships.